Bullet Journal Feels

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I have a super special treat for you today!  My oldest daughter, Jordan, discovered bullet journaling several months back and I really thought it would be a perfect opportunity for her to prepare a guest post for my readers.  I’m so thrilled that she was willing and have to say she blew me away!  It took me over a week to pull this together because every time I read it I’m overcome with emotions and pride and my heart is so full of hope and I just know you will love it as much as I did!  So here she is with her very first, but hopefully not last, guest post.  Who knows, maybe she will even find a little cyber space of her own!

My mom and I have discussed a guest post several times this summer, and I have absolutely been interested but didn’t know quite how to start or what I wanted to talk about. She has suggested doing a post on pages in my bullet journal, and today I decided just what part of my experience with bullet journaling I wanted to share.

When I was a kid, I always enjoyed writing. Fiction mostly. Stories about horses, about dreamers, about people I made up.  I think those little stories were my first escape attempts from a reality we cannot control. As I grew up, writing became more of a task, a grade, something I was judged on, and inevitably I began to resent it. I’ve read some of my work from school, and I wonder why I grew to hate writing so much. I was good at it, and I wish desperately that I had continued to practice it.

I think I rediscovered this love when I found bullet journaling. I found a concept for consolidating my every day plans and lists with my ideas and creativity.

 

I love words. I have found sentences in books and in articles that are such wonderful combinations of words that I want to reread them over and over and recreate something just as beautiful.
I see this especially when I am feeling sad or lost, and I start reading about God. I find words, phrases, quotes, and lines that overwhelm my heart, and I can’t help but want to put my pen to paper.

I’ve found (as I’m sure most people often do) that the minute I go searching for God, I find exactly what I was looking for to pull me through that helpless moment. Today, I wanted some of the comfort I felt from reading Annie F. Downs’ book Looking for Lovely: Collecting the Moments that Matter. A must read if you, like I do, struggle with finding lovely things in ugly circumstances. In perusing Annie’s website, I found this article she wrote for (in)courage.

“What if this year we just hoped like crazy? The kind of hope that can feel scary and look embarrassing and may blow up in your face”

Exactly! Today I was feeling like this hope I have been feeling in my personal life is an embarrassment, that it made me weak. And there she was; Annie, telling me that I’m wrong. In the top right corner of this website, there is a search bar. Following Annie’s lead, I typed the word HOPE.

I began to read the articles. I read some sentences over and over. And I needed to write. I needed to document all of this information about hope. I took every meaningful phrase, every meaningful sentence, and I wrote it all in a spread in my journal. It was therapeutic. Physically writing out these words helped ease my worries. I read them, I felt them, and surprisingly I wanted to share them with all of you.

And so here I am, not just copying down someone else’s words, but wanting to share those words through writing my own. My first ever guest blog post for my lovely mother. I’m not sure it is what either of us envisioned when we discussed a post about bullet journaling. Or what either of us thought I would write about at all. But I felt, and I wrote. I can only hope that it might encourage you to do the same.

Love, Jordan

So what do you think?  I know, she’s incredible!  Does this spark your interest in starting a bullet journal?  I’ve pinned tons of great ideas but keep in mind no two journals should be the same and it is ever evolving.

Click to see where I’m linking today!

 

52 Comments

  1. I recently came across the idea of bullet journaling and though I haven't yet started, my interest has definitely been piqued! I enjoy your daughter's journal notes she shared and her heart seems lovely! 🙂

  2. What a sweet post!! Love this!! And do hope Jordan finds her way to the blogging world one day!! I had never heard of bullet journaling…am off to peruse your pins!! Have a great day ladies!!

  3. This was awesome! I had heard of bullet journaling before Jordan's post and had even gone to the website to order a journal – you know to get all these thoughts out of my head! Sadly, the journals were backordered. 🙁 BUT, just last week I placed my order and it should be arriving shortly! Tell Jordan I may come to her with questions! And, I can't wait to look through your pins!!!

  4. I can see why you are so proud. To be honest, never heard of bullet journaling before. I was never a fan of journaling to begin with. Always afraid someone would find it and think I was a quack. Your daughter is lovely and I'm so glad you shared her wisdom today at my party. Proud momma!!

  5. First off, Jordan is just stunning, but I can tell her heart is just as beautiful! I have never heard of a bullet journal, but it sounds like something I would love. I am going to check out your pins right now. 🙂

  6. This is wonderful, Shelly! Your daughter is great has some great ideas and I can tell from her words here that she's not only passionate about writing, but her heart is in it all the way through. Thanks so much for sharing her post on #shinebloghop. This was endearing to read!

  7. Beautiful – inside and out – just like her mom. I never heard of bullet journaling before. Love the idea!

  8. I am just blown away and I never knew anything about bullet journaling until this post. I am DEFINITELY interested in it and will have to follow up on this! Kudos to Jordan for putting herself out there. She did a fabulous job!!! Great job to MOM too! Because as we all know…. great parents produce great kids! Have a blessed day, Shelly and Jordan!!

  9. Umm… your daughter is AWESOME. Wow. Not that I'm surprised – she has a beautiful momma! This was so inspiring; I especially connected to the part about hope 🙂 I was meant to read this today, thanks so much for sharing, Jordan!

  10. Great post! Just started my own Bullet Journaling board on Pinterest – gonna give it a try!

  11. Yep no doubt she's amazing..incredible and beautiful. It blesses me to see how God used this opportunity to grow her relationship with him. Her creativity is awesome!

  12. Love this! I've got journals for all different things in my life – the good/bad/happy/sad/road trips/vacations you name it… I've been hesitant to start bullet journaling bc I don't want to mess it up if that even makes sense but I may just have to try it! Great job, Jordan!

  13. Your daughter seems so lovely and I love the idea of bullet journaling! Especially if my penmanship was as gorgeous as your daughters!

  14. As a mother of two adult daughters, this makes this momma's heart swell! Love her creativity. There was a time when both my girls loved writing and Sharpies. Now, one a teacher and the other in grad school and writing has become a chore. Hope they too get back to the love of it.

  15. Love reading this post again and looking more into bullet journaling. Thanks for sharing with #overthemoon, Shelley!

  16. This was such a beautiful post! I love how God can use us to turn a guest post on bullet journaling into a tool to encourage others! Your daughter is as beautiful inside as she is out! I can see why you said with this guest post your "momma heart grew three sizes"! I love the idea of bullet journaling even more after reading this!! Thanks for sharing and linking to it in today's post too!
    xo – Brenda // Chatting Over Chocolate

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